Happy Birthday




A new year , a new beginning. This beginning is trying to scare me. I'm one more year closer to death. Otherwise closer to meet God. Am I ready? Or Am I scared? Lot of darkness in front of me, lot of hopelessness and frustrations surrounding me. I do know that God is with me and he has planned everything for good . But Satan is working hard on me to put me down. And I confess that I do get into his plays more often now a days. Lord don't make me a toy in the hand of Satan. Help me to see your face in all my hardships and frustrations. Help me to remember your promises when I don't get worldly appreciations , but only blames and disrespect.
What this world thinks better may be foolishness in God's eyes. So let's learn to ignore worldly failures and discouragements. Instead let's walk always with our Lord, who will show us the rays of hope in the valley of death and shadows of darkness.
Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Thank you lord for giving me this Life , giving me the opportunity to enjoy the beauty of your creations. Showering me with all the blessings that I don't deserve. Whatever days of life I have left in this world, help me to walk always with you, don't let me drown in this world's darkness, Help me to shine for you!!!

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