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A recap of 2025

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A Year of Uncertainty, Unexpected, Unlearning, but Unending Grace As we wrap up 2025 and are ready to welcome 2026, I want to reflect on how this year was to me.  This year was a season of unlearning. I unlearned reliance on my own strength, the need for constant approval, and the illusions I once held about what support and friendship should look like. It was a year that challenged my mind, stretched my heart, and tested my endurance. Yet, through it all, I experienced the grace and faithfulness of God in ways I had never known before. There were seasons of confusion, loss, and disappointment. Circumstances shifted suddenly, familiar patterns broke apart, and the structures I relied on seemed to dissolve. It felt as though the ground beneath me was being rearranged, and I had no control over the timing or direction of the changes. In moments like these, it was easy to feel discouraged or question the purpose of the struggle. But looking back, I see that what felt like coll...
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Death

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When Death Came Close Death, I saw you standing near, I felt your touch, cold and clear. You took me from the ones I knew, From those I loved, from all that’s true. You showed me things I couldn’t see, How much someone can mean to me. We often don’t appreciate Until it’s gone, it’s just too late. For some, the loss can’t be replaced, A missing piece forever faced. For others, it’s a kind of gain, A break from ties that once felt chained. A freedom, a control they find, A different life, a clearer mind. For some, it’s work, a daily grind, For others, it’s new life designed. But me—I lost all I held dear,  all that’s near. I lost my home and became an orphan  You were the thread that kept us close, Now everything I loved feels lost. Time moves on, but I still grieve, No words can show the pain I weave. No one can truly understand The weight I carry in my hands. They say, “He’s old, he’s free of pain, In a better place, don’t  feel the strain....
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Happy 21st Birthday to my First Born

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  21 years ago, on this day, I became a mom. Surrounded by lots of happiness and dreams, you came into this world, even though I wasn’t exactly sure what was going on in my world. The only thing I knew was that I was no longer just a daughter, wife, or sister, but I was promoted to one of the best roles in this world - a mother. At that young age, I wasn’t sure if I fully understood just   how blessed and privileged I was that God chose me to become a mom, and moreover I had been entrusted with the incredible privilege and responsibility of being a mother. . From that day onwards, we started a new journey. We grew and learned side by side. You make me proud in many ways, and I love watching you grow into the beautiful, strong young lady you have become. Today, you are not just my daughter, but also my sister, my motivator, my best friend - someone who knows me well and with whom I can share anything. . Your presence in my life is a constant reminder of God’s blessings. You’v...
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Happy Thanksgiving

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One more Thanksgiving season is here. Thanksgiving is a time to remember all the blessings you have received and to be thankful. Thanksgiving should not be limited to a season of the year, but we should have a heart of gratitude every moment of our life. As Paul says to Thessalonians, we have to be Thankful in every situation of our life. As I look back, my heart is filled with joy and gratitude. His abundant mercy poured over me; His unconditional love amazes me every day. Being unworthy for His Mercy, He continues to forgive me and gives me new blessings every day. His blessings are countless that I have no words to thank Him. This year I thought, I will try to write down the blessings I am thankful for, although it is countless, I will try to name them one by one in alphabetical order.                                         A       Amazing Grace . I e...
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Enjoy Your Gifts

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  Are we  enjoying all the promises God has given to me. Is there times where we struggle to enjoy God's love and peace that He has given to us freely? Because we   try hard to keep others happy , and meet other's expectations, we often end up in despair and unhappiness. I read a story recently about how we keep missing our free gifts. Once when a man was cleaning his house , he found some unused gift cards that he got as gifts in different occasions. There were times when he struggled for money, but he never remembered about these gift cards. I feel like we are like this man who sometimes forgets to enjoy God's free gift of joy, peace and happiness in our life. How can we enjoy all our  given grace and mercy . Changing  mindset Most of the time our expectations are high. We expect things to be done in our way, easy way and quicker way. But most of the time God's plan is not the same. He has different purpose for your life. But easy or hard, whatever comes ...
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A letter to My First Born

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💗💗Life  has always something new to teach us. Every day is a new lesson for us. This is the time of  celebration, a season to rejoice and  a proud moment in life. We are about to enter into a new chapter of    our lives. I can't believe my first born is graduating from high school. Your  12 years of hard work and  sleepless nights has  helped you  to graduate successfully from high school with good grades, top 3%   in the class of 2021. As I always say I am so proud of you, what you have achieved, and how you have   grown into a beautiful young lady both inside and out.  When I say I am proud of your victories, I  am also humbled  to see God's grace upon us.  I don't have any words to express my gratitude to my  lord and Savior. As we see, thousands of kids graduate from high school every year. From your  school    too, 900 plus students graduated this year. But for me it is not just a ...
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